I am going to get personal here, since there are alot of people that dont know that I sruggle with anxiety/panic attacks. (I am getting anxiety just writing about this.) For everyone who knows us you know how horrible our luck has been. I think that the last straw for my body was when Kris fell off the roof, and our emoloyee died in our truck last year. After those events I started to get the anxiety etc. I went to the doctor with what I thought was a spider bite. My arm was going numb, and was turning red. The doctor said that all of those things were caused by stress and anxiety. If you have never experienced it before you are lucky. You feel like you are going to have a heart attack it is one of the scariest things I have experienced. I had no idea that your body could react to stress like that.
Things have been looking up for us and I try to avoid doing things that trigger my stress. I just want to thank everyone that has prayed for us and thinks about us. It has helped me tremendously, sometimes I wonder if I will make it through the day when I have anxiety. I dont like to take the medication that they gave me for this, it makes me want to crawl out of my own skin. So every day is a new one and hopefully a better one.
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I am so sorry that you have to struggle with that. I know quite a few people that have anxiety/depression issues. I think it is a plague of the last days. There are just so many people that are delaing with it. It is so difficult to live with and always a constant struggle. I wish you all the best. Let me know if there is every anything I can do or if you just want to talk/vent about it. amberkimber@gmail.com
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